bailey. (peaceaholic) wrote,
bailey.
peaceaholic

You used to talk to me like i was the only one around

You used to lean on me like the only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go, nice and slow, to no place in particular.
We used to have this figured out; we used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be?


I just realized today, how much i HAVEN'T written on here. It's been too long, and i just miss writing my thoughts, and things down somewhere with lyrics running through my head. it'll start happening more often - or atleast i'll try! So much has been going on, so much has been happening that hoenstly i dont know if i can take it all building up inside me. Driving is my only release anymore, and i'm restricted on that. About 3 or so months ago, i lost my bestfriend (Hollie), i dont know how or why but she just abandoned me out in the cold. I've gotten tougher since i first met her so i picked myself up, and moved on. I met AMAZING people, who have honestly stuck by me through everything. School is a lot of work, but seeing those people make my day brighter. I couldn't get through a NORMAL school day with out them, hell any SCHOOL DAY!

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be


My love life, is so screwy like i dont know any other way to explain it. I'm straight, but in love with a girl? make sense, only CERTAIN people can make sense out of that. So honestly, i dont know what to do about it. Like my head is pulling me on way, my heart is pulling me another, and my gut is split in half. I dont think i'm truly and honestly ready for a normal relationship. I mean a serious commited relationship , i doubt i'm ready for it. Gah - enough of that!!

I look around me, and I want you to be there 'cause I miss the things that we shared. Look around you. It's empty, and you're sad 'cause you miss the love that we had. You used to talk to me like I was the only one around, The only one around.
We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah. To how it used to be. To how it used to be, yeah. To how it used to be. To how it used to be.


So basically you've been update don my life other than the family but seriously thats for a WHOLE different entry all in its own. trust me when i say, it'll take up your lifetime. <33

- bay.
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